i really hope that i can leave this places....but it is impposible for now....there is no reason for me to stay here anymore except to continue my study....actually i felt regret for some things...i hate 1+1=2 ...if the time can run backwards again , i think now i wont have such mind n feeling,,,may be i can live with dignity n more enjoy with my life....now saying this is meaningless and doesn't have any improvement,,,haha,,,keep going is the only ways.......