i really hope that i can leave this places....but it is impposible for now....there is no reason for me to stay here anymore except to continue my study....actually i felt regret for some things...i hate 1+1=2 ...if the time can run backwards again , i think now i wont have such mind n feeling,,,may be i can live with dignity n more enjoy with my life....now saying this is meaningless and doesn't have any improvement,,,haha,,,keep going is the only ways.......

finally..........i had make a decision.......i will feel proud bcs of me, her and also all my best friends..........tq so much..........

要如何放下。。。。。。。。。。?

look at myself...

actually gt a lot of things i wan to write at here..bt...dunno y i cant write it out....pity...nevermind la...maybe my grandma will know what i am thinking and also the problem that i had to face and solve....r ma..i miss u so much..so much...i m sure now u r relaxing in the heaven,,,hopefully i can get some mind from u.....i m still is yr young grandchildren...add oil ya chin aik...

新的开始2010

新的一年，新的开始。今年必须努力了，因为-大考。现在离大考大约还有11个月。时间算长不长算短不短，一定要加油了。上了一星期的课，觉得有点累，每一天一定去见周公两次，真是的。在加上补习和家事，真是有点忙碌，不过每天至少能看见我心中的那个人，所以一切都没关系啦。。哈哈

人生就如一部电影，有时悲有时欢。最重要一定要常开心o。

每当我受伤时，我一定会问自己，这决定是否正确，是我错了吗，还是。。。???
但是我这颗心好像有点毛病，都不会向难题底头，死都不放弃，我真是有够keat 的。。哈哈。。对她的"肯定"与"信赖"一直都没变，希望这两个名词不会因为一些事情而慢慢被吞没o。。

我的口头阐-"心还是最重要的" & "希望它不会变"哈哈。。。连我朋友都会念。。真是的。。paiseh nia...haha

希望我的学业，家事 和 她 都能顺顺利利。hehe。爱睡了，，，，zzz