如果说我变成"不烦"的人。。。不知是否还来得及呢?
真的很希望能和她长长久久。。。。不过，，必经考验。。。

这几天我都不要去想，，拼命忙碌的把自己变忙。。其实我，，无论我多想挽回和她和好，不过还是不行的，，她都说已经不再爱我了，，没感觉了，，说得难听的我连一只小狗都不如啊!我猜从一开始到现在她都没想过要和好的念头，，一直都是想要放弃，，，说真的我真的不明白为何她的心能改变得这样快，，，难道说这一路走来都是做假的吗?。。。我觉得只要有心，，什么问题都不成问题了，，，有人问我为何我还坚持，，为何不潇洒一点，，我也想能潇洒，，不过就是不能，，对其他人或许我能，，不过对她，，，我坚持有我的理由，，我不想就这样结束这段感情，，，或许也能说我是个长情的人吧!。。也能说这是我锦益所拥有的特征吧。。。平安夜晚我哭了，，我姐姐买了一对圣诞帽给我，，说是给我和她戴的，，，当时我心真的很痛，，，连我家人都对她这么有心，，为何她一直都感受不到呢，，，，虽然她已表明了她的立场，，但不知为什么我的心还依然有她，，，无论她说过再难听的话，，我都不会和她计较，生气她，，这我也不懂，，，机会。。我很想拥有一个机会。。。。

挽回之意

我看了那篇文章，不是说我都不同意，只是我觉得这是可避免的。。我们对彼此的爱的约定打

勾勾，，你是否还有影像。。我的华语很差，但是我要用它写给你看。你知道吗，我真的不想你这么快就放弃，，你的心是否依然还有我，锦益这一个一直都深爱你的人。你说一但你觉得错了，你就会罢身就跑，，我很想知道为了什么你会觉得爱我是错的。。为什么呢?。。难道你你还不明白我是真心对待你吗?。。。我一直都想挽回，，压力-我也已经找到了决绝放法 但一直我都没机会告诉你，，，我还以为我们的感情已经非常稳定了，我对你都是没有疑问和顾虑的，因为我知道你很爱我，我也一样。。。我一直都有信心。。??还是这一个癞蛤麻真的配不上天鸸啊?。。。。哭泣的声音传着。。。我家人的爱戴与接受，你是否记得，那盘意大力面，虽然只是面而已，不过那以足够让"他"接受你，懂吗?我真的不希望就把一对好情女分散，，，，所以我要挽回，，这份心意，感情，，这一幕幕，美一片照片，每一个过往都是一道桥一步步的为我们扑向未来，我希望你能听得进我的言语，"爱"。。是值得的，要等待真命天子的出现 不如将那份期待转移到一个爱你的人身上，说不定这样他就变成了你所要找的王子，因为爱的力量是特别的。人是有弹性的，，往往你所认为这不是你所要的东西时，扁扁这就是你所要找的东西。。明白了吗?。。。。看了请想一想。。是否能解化你的想法。。。看了sms我。。。

haha...long time din write somethg on here aread...recently had happened many thg...but i din not gives up...hehe..i will challange against the problem ...i wan fight it haha...now i feel tire bcs the weather is so hot and boring...still wan contunue with my math ko..aiyo...hehe...dear...i miss u again le o.....i almost will read again what u send for me many time ...when i read it me will fell better and 1 feeling that very close and near to me...haha...sure got ppl will thought me r crazy.....this is i 1st time show out my photo on here..hehe....

town "trip"

haha..just come back from town...today full with our xtvt haha..first go to qb shopping then go to swimming in the swimming pool..wah..so enjoy....beside that today had happened many funny thg also....lazy wan to said..sorry o...although before that i will think is it i suitable join today's xtvt but finally i also decide wan to join la...erm...not bad la..i enjoy too...thanks to all my friends ya...n the most special is for my dear...thankyou....!

nothings wan command....add oil ya..haha

meaningfull

to the world may be u are nothing..but to some one that really love u & care about u, u r the world to him...let the fault things go away & let yr face full with yr sweet smile..

this 2 weeks my dear down mood again...she said wan her own spaces..wan calm down herself...i will follow what her request so that she can cure..get rid of the bad mood..i not dare to ask her the reason that make she so so so down mood..now i just waiting for her to upload what had happen on her blog..then i will know why she so nan guo le..if not i always will disappointed to myself..how come got bf dunno gf had hapened what de..is it...haha...

during gamma tuition ,she had tell me some thing...some thing that is important....i agree with some of the things that she had say..but some i disagree also............i will try to achief what i lack of...hopefully...hopefully....every night i got my toothache...now also hurt...every time before i wan tell her that my teeth is in pain,my mind will think that is it suitable...haha...i already ask my dad fetch me go find dentish ....i still need to endure....after find dentish will be ok....wan rest also cant lo...maybe now i can read some book...until morning jus fall sleep also not bad...c u all guys...

today i early already awake and while waiting for my dear to awake i open ppstream watch my favourite cartoon "doremon"haha....my plan is wan to ask my dear come my home and do muet assignment but her mumy "ki siao"wo ..aiyo ..then i follow my family go to town...pity...after come back my heart already feel that my dear become abnormal because she din't reply me for so many hours....finally about 7.36she tell me that today we stop sms she wan to rest herself...aiyo...i understand that she had face some unhappy thing although i will unhappy too but dun worry dear..i will try my best to comfort you..sayang ha...dear r u know why this few day i always ask u go h.m or come my home ..this is because i wan we sit togother so that i can give u warm warm..but we cant success go out o....2mr at school dunno we got chance talk talk our thing bo hor....bao bei...in my heart really alway is care about u..worry u de o...so dear got what u must share share with me ya....i will wait u tell me all the thing de...muacksss

i come again..hehe...today my dear told me the reasons that make her upset yesterday....is her sister again..aiyoyo....her sister bite my dear...aiyo..so naughty...my dear so pity...i know she very sad because of that..i think she sure got cry....i ask myself i can do what to help my baby...i cant see my dear jus sad like that...dear..if happen anything must let me know ya..like that i jus can comfort u o....and dear r u can try be more patient o....u tell me u r bad mood...aiyo...sayang u ha...i yang yang u back ya...gud mood o...muacksss....sayang.....tonight u dun too late sleep ya...tomorrow must good mood back o...

Shopping

today i go qb with my friends haha..long time din go shopping already got a bit tired o....we go to bj complex play booling at first after that jus go to our main destination-Quessbay mall haha..but me become a light bulb in car haha..paise paise..we watch "final destination"...this movies not very nice jus show out how the people is killed...creepy...jie sheng more funny..use his beg cover his face haha...after that we go to "thai express" have our lunch..the food taste not bad o and the important thing is the price very cheap haha...1 set jus cost rm10 haha..happy hour wat so cheaper loh.....today i buy 1 thing for my dear o..haha..dun wan say out is what first....hehehe.....

happy night !

i come back from gamma tuition again ..haha...i feel happy because tonight is my dear fetch we all go there...in the car we talk many many thing as we not easy to have such opportunity...sudenly i smile at that time because is she drive not me..i not a man?haha...i had saw my dear's smiling face along this night i like it much than her "pek chek face"haha....thanks ya dear....muacks

my mood-?

jus come back from physics tuition...tired....i really not like this tuition teacher but i dun have other choice this area only got this physics teacher.....his pattern...his teaching style...ok la..dun wan talk about him i scare with physics.....talk about me n my dear...recently she look like very busy..everyday also very tired..dun know is it me make her full with tired or not..confuse??...yesterday she went to qb with her sister..through the photo that keep inside her hp i can see that she is very enjoy..like that good to her also..she long time din go shopping already..haha me too...dunno tomorrow i should go shopping with friends or not??...if i can hold her hand firmly every day dunno how good is it...i like to see my dear smile and laugh...dear..dun get mad when u found that i keep quite or blackface...that time is my mood not so good i scare i will say any words that i should not said out..sorry for that....

Health !

Recently i was very unlucky because my teeth is in pained..This few nights i become an insomniac due to the pains.my dear's health also not very good..she get chickenpox..pity...Today after i awake i found that my left eye has been swollen..it's very hurt...because of that my eye cant open normally...my mood also always be affected...my dear ..sorry for that..i always unhappy...i dun hope become like that also....forgive what i had done to you ya...